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Mild Fantasy Violence

by MONSTROSA

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In order to fight this downswing I need a place that's safe and sound We have to believe in something If we're gonna turn this thing around A gentle grip on your throat A silent scream hysterical The pain you feel irrational It's mild fantasy violence Try to relax what else can you Really do If we survive this game Will real life improve This level makes me angry I swear we've done it Five thousand times A gentle grip on your throat A silent scream hysterical The pain you feel irrational Mild fantasy overload Just stay inside complete this game You have time If we can't defeat this boss then We'll have to try it Five thousand times A gentle grip on your throat A silent scream hysterical The pain you feel irrational Mild fantasy overload A gentle grip on your throat A silent scream hysterical The pain you feel irrational Mild fantasy overload
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Youth 03:38
They ask us why we're exhausted at this age Don't they know half our lives we've been seen as prey The stakes are high for you So much change but don't be rude Teenage years your intelligence will be mistaken for attitude It's like the weight of the world is why I'm so fucking tired It's like they flipped a switch and now I am constantly wired There's a reason anger's growing Your heart is breaking Your inner child is mourning Where is youth's careless appeal They say our bodies can take it at this age Endless hours of work followed by play I'm not even half way yet have I expired Once these years are over I'll be undesired There's a reason anger's growing Your heart is breaking Your inner child is mourning Where is youth's careless appeal There's a reason anger's growing Your heart is breaking Your inner child is mourning Where is youth's careless appeal
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Platonic 03:45
You don't know me that well You think it's set in stone I will exist regardless There's nothing that I owe Those days are over I don't care for Your opinion My girls' on the floor So there is the door If you don't value our friendship Then you can go Don't just call me cuz You're afraid of being alone Platonic love Makes my life It's been so many years but She still stands by my side Unlike all of my lovers She'll be here 'til I die They said it wasn't enough They said I needed your love If you don't value our friendship Then you can go Don't just call me cuz You're afraid of being alone Platonic love Makes my life If you don't value our friendship Then you can go Don't just call me cuz You're afraid of being alone Platonic love Makes my life If you don't value our friendship Then you can go Don't just call me cuz You're afraid of being alone Platonic love Makes my life Platonic love Makes my life
4.
Taking up space Felt so erased Started to run But you are a sword You are a knife You are a gun I am a weapon Carefully used at my discretion Unleash its blade for your protection She is a weapon She is a weapon Reclaim your space Push those away Who try to erase If I'm attacked that's not on me But push my boundaries and you'll see I am a weapon Carefully used at my discretion Unleash its blade for your protection She is a weapon She is a weapon I am a weapon Carefully used at my discretion Unleash its blade for your protection She is a weapon She is a weapon
5.
Make My Move 03:35
Your behaviour I try to ignore But it shapes me at my core Generations Of frustrations Don't pretend you didn't raise me Either way I'll make my move Whether or not you approve You can blame me You can hate me Erase all accountability I don't blame you I don't hate you But I know I can't undo Either way I'll make my move Whether or not you approve Either way I'll make my move Whether or not you approve
6.
Stay Still 03:48
All these changes in velocity Losing grip on reality Either way I will move if you push me Cuz there's still motion in my blood stream If everything went right for me Would I feel this deeply Or be less empty Inertia or vice versa I've had my fill Will life go by fast or slow If I stay still Acceleration doesn't care about Your feelings or your hideouts The force and the viscosity Red liquid-stained atrocity You feel so fake on my skin Did everything go wrong for me Or do we all just suffer Universally Inertia or vice versa I've had my fill Will life go by fast or slow If I stay still
7.
FRAGILE 03:50
He calls me crazy But he's threatening my safety Took a swing straight through my head Stigmatized your emotions Toxic masculine notions You're told you cannot cave Sometimes the prison bars are hard to see It's a fragile scheme Ensuring your entitlement By utilizing violence This is my final plea Has it ever occurred to you That change is really overdue These roles hurt both me and you I don't have an agenda Maybe I just care about you Is that so hard to believe Sometimes the prison bars are hard to see It's a fragile scheme Ensuring your entitlement By utilizing violence This is my final plea Sometimes the prison bars are hard to see It's a fragile scheme Ensuring your entitlement By utilizing violence This is my final plea
8.
I'm subjected to exclusion Didn't know that there were rules My ex girlfriend said I'll never be inside your dating pool I really want to be with you Cuz I like girls like you do Like girls like you Like girls like you Like girls like you Cuz I like girls like you do Like girls like you Like girls like you Like girls like you Cuz I like girls like you do Some of our own make it tough But darling please don't give up I'll protect you, my bi sister You are loved and more than enough There will always be a place for you Cuz I like girls like you do Like girls like you Like girls like you Like girls like you Cuz I like girls like you do Like girls like you Like girls like you Like girls like you Cuz I like girls like you do I never really felt at home Community was unwelcoming You made me feel less alone I thank you for letting me in Your existence is not a sin I hate how they've made you feel Wish I could take those feelings away You and your love are real Don't listen to what they say You are here to stay Cuz I like girls like you do Like girls like you Like girls like you Like girls like you Cuz I like girls like you do Like girls like you Like girls like you Like girls like you Cuz I like girls like you do

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released September 15, 2023

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MONSTROSA Toronto, Ontario

MONSTROSA is an all-girl alternative metal band from Toronto. Their unique combination of metal riffs and melodic vocals creates a sound that is as heavy as it is danceable. MONSTROSA’s music is unapologetically queer and strives to shred through homophobia, misogyny, and mental health stigma one riff at a time.

MONSTROSA is Lauren Pryce, Emma Embur, Shannon Fischer, and Meghan Gallant.
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